Another Night In this Four Walls

I have this lump in my right eye...and there's an infection as the doctor preffered calling it... And He gave me an antibiotic for that lump in my eye... for 7 days ill drop it in my eye and see if will get small... if it won't.. then I have to go under surgery... and i have to pay 4000php for it...what a bum! where will i get that much amount?! He'sa fucked up doctor anyway... dang! why did this lump stared to grown anyway?! maybe it's because of my sleepless nights... i have sleeping disorder... i wish i'll die for just one day... here i am again floating out of reality... who's real anyway...?! lol.. ok... i have to run.. still have my class in psychology.. and we'r having a very long quiz... ciao!

Waiting For Time To Kill Me

I borrowed some money from my friend just to check my emails... i'm burned out right now... my body's still aching... don't know why... hmmm... i miss my punky! hahaha... We're going to MUZIKLABAN together.... yihihihi... hmm... don't know what clothes to wear!!! I guess I'm going to try on that new mini school girl skirt i bought in ukay2x... and mix it with my ripped fafded pants... hahaha... busy busy busy...

Later this morning I had my prelim in theology... it was soooo hard.. man! i wish i won't get an F! I'm close to flunking my biology (lab) the teacher is such a terror...she's so hard to please!

ooohhh... and going back to punky! I miss him! I just wish I won't get addicted to him.. lol...

Core Filled With Happiness

Ok... this will be like the first time i'll write about my significant other... now i know why i felt empty all along... it's because he wasn't there before to fill the emptiness...if i sound cheesy..it's all because im very much in love...

(sigh) i just want to watch videos with him... simple things he does for me really makes my heart pound so fast... (kilig) im missing him even more right now...

Family Pictures...

My screamo sister...


Carolyn!

My Kikay sister

Gladys!

My Wonderful brother

Francis!

My Intovert Sis who loves Anime sooo MUCH!

Danii!

Uhm... TOP SECRET

I hope my crush wont find my blog... hehehe... maybe he'll think im a stalker.. like what my cousin told me...lol

here are some of his pictures i stole from him... lol (i really am a stalker!)

My Lyric Poem

A Reason To Find

Sometimes this head is turning into emptiness
Telling my heart to numb
Telling me to stay away from your body's core
But I can't help it

As night pass my counted days
Secrets howl its way to me
As the pages turn into ashes of your body
and tears begin to melt my face

I can't help but put myself into denial
Kept it here inside and pretend to be alright

Now that the sun has stepped down from his throne
Life made itslef unreasonable to live
and living in meaningless days is living in hell

So, let's seperate and let ourselves be
and maybe, someday, our body will find their way together
and dissolve for a reason...


(im sorry if this poem sucked...) :D

New Friends ...It turns out.. someone out there would want me to be their friend

MY NEW FRIENDS:

Ella > she always says 'dude'..she's really funny.. and she has a twin!

Ria > she's funny too just like her twin..

July > has a infectious laugh (really)

Mar > Ethel Booba look-a-like...hahaha...

Lianne > made from saudi but pure filipino

^ so these are my new friends... now, im HAPPY... im no loner now.. :D

Under the Control of this Disorder... Sleeping Disorder that is...

I couldn't sleep... I can't sleep.... I'm always having headaches... Thinking of nothing but emptiness... I really need help... (to be continued,,, Im having an headache again...ugh)

Freshman dreads to go back to school

Im now a freshman in this university in my hometown... First Class! wasn't that great... and the following days sucked like the first... I wish I can turn back time, I should've chose another course rather than nursing... I was bummed out the whole entire week...

Now Im looking forward for tomorrow... Im going to get my lower lip pierced... hehehe... Im excited but half scared... whatever the outcome.. Im sure I'll be happy...

Im always going to be a weird person... ;(

The Sundae Incident in Jollibee

It was the part of summer, where the temperature is really high... and sweats are as big as those beetles lying outside your backyard's tree....

Me and my sister went to the mall, to cool down... After she bought that book from National... She asked me if I want some sundae or shake... coz it's really hot... so I said yes!..... So we went to Jollibee... I asked for the chocloate sundae... and she had strawberry sundae... Og my goodness.... The chocolate shake tasted like ovaltine....(yick!) and the strawberry sundae...only had 3 strawberries in it... Im never gonna eat in that chain again....!

Incident Closed!...hahahha....

Enrolled!

Im now an official Student of U.S.A. yeah!